Believe

So the last few days have been good ones...but you never know when that can change.  I must remain guarded even though this feels right.  I still worry every time she walks out that door, or when I am at work...do I trust her, believe her...Is it possible that she is just taking another drug??  My instincts say no...she says no..I will believe her until she gives me reason not to.  The pull for drugs is a strong one, my little girl must be stronger.  She must want to be free from drugs, she must believe she can do it!! I am still walking around in a fog, but going forward.  This problem, our problem, her problem cannot make me lose focus of what I need to do.  so we move forward, as they say one day at a time...and I will believe that she can do it.  Stay strong my little one.  YOU CAN BEAT THIS!!